giving it a name because we ’bout to keep blogging, come on do it
24th August 2010i’m giving up on writing and living and stuff. seems pointless that the sun keeps coming up every fucking day. even though you can barely see it from where i’m standing there is a sun and it keeps coming and making light of things on the daily, making light of loneliness and self-esteem and lack of empathy and etc. i want to get a friend that doesn’t mind to fuck me when i am sad. i want to have a friend that doesn’t mind to. do you have a friend? what’s he like? i want a girl to give me a lapdance like i’m a boy in a story inspired. will your friend sing to you when you are in the bath? i want a friend that calls me names like baby and shitface and love. if i were your friend i’d call you and i’d mean it. i want to move to ohio. should i move to ohio? seems like shit is popping in ohio. i guess i’m at that point where i’m no longer a secret and i want to be serene, you know what i mean? i’m sitting in the sun because the other chair is occupied and that’s okay. fucking sun. just kidding there is no giving up. there is no london and ohio there is just death and life and everything is the same as everything else and i am you and you are me so you should really stop writing this now and go do something that someone thinks is worth something maybe.
24th August 2010 at 7:31 pm
I’ll be your friend forever and ever. Promise.
24th August 2010 at 9:10 pm
And I’ll be your friend like … well, like it’s 2007 all over again and there are still people who “blog” (whatever that is).
25th August 2010 at 12:16 am
I’m taken as that sort of friend.
Ask her nicely and she might loan me out.
25th August 2010 at 1:21 am
deeeeej, my sweet baby boy <3
AUW: haha! those were the days! the halcyon days of umm, three years ago. so young we were, so innocent.
jensen: damn. i am always late to the party.
26th August 2010 at 12:30 am
Ohio is overrated. New York City is where it’s at.
Doing things that people think are worth something, maybe even, is overrated. Do stuff you wanna do.
26th August 2010 at 9:20 pm
haha, kevin, ohio is a furry moon with a cornfield and some children drinking pbr in their underpants! however if you are offering an nyc couch…?
i think after i wrote this i went and ate cookies so that seems valuable enough.